I think I have made my self some pretty good resolutions this year. Some are pretty simple, but others with be hard as it has to do with changing myself a little bit.
To not get so frustrated when I totally mess up the first time when it comes to something crafty.
To not eat so much chocolate.
Exercise more that 3 times a week.
Go back to having Family Home Evening every Monday.
Now for the real hard ones.
Shortly after my ex moved in I ended up being forced to give up the things I love. Things like Family Home Evening, watching the BYU Channel and reading the scriptures. Having Late Night Movie Night and game night. These were all things that had to do with the TV not being on ESPN or resulting in him not having his way completely. So naturally to keep from being hit, things thrown at me or him trashing the house, we were forced to give in his demands. He tossed out my bible and my book of Mormon because he said just by me sitting peacefully reading to myself was forcing religion on him. So I am no longer going to allow someone to force me to have to give anything up again.
Growing up I was programed to believe that no one will ever care how I feel, what I want or what I need. Also that anything I have to say isn't of any importance and no one wants to hear me speak. So my whole life I have never really put an effort to do anything about it when it came to some things. I have always listened to everyone problems and help them when they needed it. Yet when it came to my turn majority of the people I have been there for were always too busy. So gradually I had been working on just not having them in my life. I have always felt that a real friend is there for you no matter what. Even when what ever it is you are going through they really can't do anything, but offer words of encouragement. Further more if I have something to say I will not always keep it myself. I have a voice and it deserves to be heard, just like everyone else!
So there are my resolutions for this year!
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